As I explore the sixth grade language arts lessons for the virtual class I'm observing, I keep wondering, "What do the kids think about this lesson?" I wonder if they think the lesson is fun, interesting, long, etc. I wonder if the work zips by quickly or if it feels like a chore. I wonder if their mom has to nag them to get busy and threaten to take away privileges if they don't finish promptly.Then I thought about my life as a virtual student. I thought about the lessons I work through each week, and how I feel about them. I thought about the weeks I procrastinate and the weeks I work ahead. Like me, I'm sure virtual kids experience a natural ebb and flow of motivation and productivity.
Next year, after I finish my degree at UF this summer, I have the option of doing additional grad work in Boston. The program is full time, face-to-face, with no online options. My husband is working on a joint venture there, and he would love to relocate temporarily. Our last kid will start college in the fall (phew!) and the timing feels right. I'd have to take a leave of absence from my beloved job, buy a backpack, and probably ride an old, rusty bike around campus. As you can imagine, I have mixed feelings, especially at my age.
Surprisingly, one of my concerns is how I'll adjust to the demands of the face-to-face classroom. Though I've taken college courses throughout my adult life, the last time I had to drag myself to a brick and mortar college classroom was in 1998. I love online learning; it's perfect for me. I worry that I'll resent having to go to class and listen to lectures. I wonder if I'll skip class when the snow piles up. I wonder if working in groups, face-to-face with students I may not enjoy working with, will bug me.
So I decided to make a list of the things I love about online learning and the things I love about face-to-face classes. Maybe the list will help me decide. Probably not. Here it is:
Attributes of online learning (IMO)
I learn when I want to, not when the clock says I should
I can learn in my robe with wet hair and a cup of coffee (this is a big one)
I don't have to interact with classmates if I don't feel like it
I can interact with classmates if I feel like it
I like to write, and online classes are usually focused on writing
I get more personal attention from teachers than I ever had in any face-to-face classes
Attributes of face-to-face classes (IMO)
If you're lucky, you'll witness live unforgettable lectures by accomplished professors
You can meet and become friends with interesting students who live near you
You can become immersed in the campus experience and everything campus life offers
Riding an old rusty bike around campus is less sedentary than sitting on the sofa with a laptop
When I look at my list, I can't help but wonder if kids who have taken virtual classes feel the same way. Like everything in life, choices involve opportunity costs. Everything has pros and cons. Nothing is totally good or totally awful.
Though these decisions are hard, I can't help but think about how lucky this generation is because they have choices that I only found after I was 30. I'll let you know what I decide.



